Where to go

How do you express what you want to say when you feel so far away?

How do you mean what should be meant when there are no words to say?

Seperated, weak, destroyed

Like noone cares, noone wants what I have, my opinion

Away, lost, pushed

Things happen so quick, change comes too fast and I can only sit and watch

small, alone, afraid

Who can I turn to, go to, seek out?

but You

You teach, I learn, but doesn't make it feel better

I don't see it, feel it now

But in time I know

You will show, teach me in ways I never knew possible

You will show me in ways I will not understand

What can I do now?

Oh please help

Help me, heal me, I feel sick

I'm away, I feel I need to run

I need to go, scream, wander

God please carry me! Please hold me this time

Show me where to go, what to do

Can't do it alone, not without You

I will run the wrong way

I need YOU.